hmm
I have two things that might happen.
I became very excited about these things, naturally, and now they both seem further from happening.
Why is this?
I have to stop getting my hopes up about shit and stop caring less about outcomes and what-will-be's.
This is sort of why I'm dabbling in Nihilism.
It's just a generational thing I guess.
But I sort of welcome it.
When you don't care anymore, about anything really, the world suddenly opens up to you.
It seems the more concern you put into something, the more it strains to leave you.
I could get mad that this is how things are.
Or I could just not care.
Either way, something had better happen by the end of this summer.
It's getting a bit ridiculous.
I became very excited about these things, naturally, and now they both seem further from happening.
Why is this?
I have to stop getting my hopes up about shit and stop caring less about outcomes and what-will-be's.
This is sort of why I'm dabbling in Nihilism.
It's just a generational thing I guess.
But I sort of welcome it.
When you don't care anymore, about anything really, the world suddenly opens up to you.
It seems the more concern you put into something, the more it strains to leave you.
I could get mad that this is how things are.
Or I could just not care.
Either way, something had better happen by the end of this summer.
It's getting a bit ridiculous.