it's not fair, i know somewhere my life won't be like this
so after a rather crazy and insane outburst i am quite sure i can expect to never see dave or jeremy ever again... unless i really try to stalk the later, which no... cuz that creeps me out a lot
i just don't understand why i have to be such a silly like pathetic girl, seriously, but i am going to call my counsler lady and make an apointment, she'll probably talk me into calling the doc who will inturn talk me into going back on meds, with after that happening i think i may very well do that.
but this is just getting really way too hard, i'm just completely fed up with everything. i should really just pack up and leave, maybe there is something better out there for me? you never know, you'll have to find out the hard way, the only way. but it is one thing to be poor and homeless in the town where your immediate family is and it's another to be poor and homeless somewhere else, like say London, England... ark
and then, there was this one time when i was so pissed off at myself that i took a bat to my own head, and shit did that hurt, but hell it got my mind off of why i was pissed off in the first place, yay
*peace*
i just don't understand why i have to be such a silly like pathetic girl, seriously, but i am going to call my counsler lady and make an apointment, she'll probably talk me into calling the doc who will inturn talk me into going back on meds, with after that happening i think i may very well do that.
but this is just getting really way too hard, i'm just completely fed up with everything. i should really just pack up and leave, maybe there is something better out there for me? you never know, you'll have to find out the hard way, the only way. but it is one thing to be poor and homeless in the town where your immediate family is and it's another to be poor and homeless somewhere else, like say London, England... ark
and then, there was this one time when i was so pissed off at myself that i took a bat to my own head, and shit did that hurt, but hell it got my mind off of why i was pissed off in the first place, yay
*peace*