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[poorimpulsectrl]

What a fucking shithead I hate him so much. He's a lazy bastard....and he makes me feel like I have no reason behind my feelings. I felt so powerless, but not anymore. I don't give a fuck what any of you say...all of you who tell me to stay with him, or think that I'm the bitch to him. You don't see what happens behind closed doors. You're not

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[poorimpulsectrl]

Now he's being all nice to try and make up for him. Right meow I'm too damn stressed, and too involved in my school life to give a shit what he does. As long as he doesn't piss me off. My roommate keeps saying I need to stay with him or stay living there, and I just keep feeling he's looking down upon me because he's known that person for 10 years. I don't get it, because you're an outside observer and you understand. This guy who has known me through out high school and seen my relationship progress and regress understands, is shocked, but understands. I've been offered several places to stay if I "just need to get away", but if I went for it, this whole apt. will turn against me. So I may as well just LEAVE. My roomie says "it's no good running from your problems" and I said "That's exactly right, so how come when I try to resolve things he doesn't want to talk about it?"...Roomie says my approach comes off really mean (or something to that extent). Well when you've been pleading with the same, never-ending case for a year...things can tend to become mean. Shit, man.