Apr 03, 2006 23:02
Ok, I haven't done this in a long time...
Well, its official, I have been kicked out of the BFA program.
The problem is, I don't know what happened. I was doing all the things that I was supposed to be doing. I don't think that it was completely something that I did. I think that part of it was a political bullshit. What really sodomizes my teddy bear is that I can't defend myself.
Marci has just informed me that I can do whatever I want because I've got nothing to lose....
The problem is I wish that there is something that I could do to make it better. I am in such a dark place right now. I want everyone to know that I will be fine. I will get through this. I just want to know what I did wrong.
I haven't posted anything in such a long time that I have forgotten how to do it. My apologies to those who want to know more about the situation. The thing is, I don't know myself.
I'm ok.
....I'm ok....