Hmmm....
Saw Baraka last night at the Castro, 70mm. I was moved--but it was hard not to feel a little manipulated because I was supposed to be moved. The cinematography WAS amazing. I want to go on a pilgrimmage through South India. I get this urge periodically, but I never have the time and all the relatives I'd want to travel with will be too old for it soon.
I've also developed a crush on Kathleen. It's my way really, I have a thing for weird, slightly broken women. Maybe it's because I identify and feel the emotional pull of trauma.
Sent an e-mail to the ex this morning making it clear that I can't be friends. It's just not working. I care too much about him and it's hard for me to reconcile the things he says to me when we hang out or talk on the phone with the fact that we are broken up. Sometimes I think I can feel myself falling out of love, but then the hurt comes back.
And, it's 9-11. I'm trying to be OK about it.
I've also developed a crush on Kathleen. It's my way really, I have a thing for weird, slightly broken women. Maybe it's because I identify and feel the emotional pull of trauma.
Sent an e-mail to the ex this morning making it clear that I can't be friends. It's just not working. I care too much about him and it's hard for me to reconcile the things he says to me when we hang out or talk on the phone with the fact that we are broken up. Sometimes I think I can feel myself falling out of love, but then the hurt comes back.
And, it's 9-11. I'm trying to be OK about it.