the beginning of the end
a girl i don't know and have never talked to spontaneously kissed me.
i stood drunkenly at the edge and didn't fall.
i forgot to climb the watchtower.
i made a thousand connections and lost them again almost immediately.
i argued for two hours with someone i loved and effected nothing.
my confidence is draining by the minute.
i got home at 6am this morning, slept for 3 hours, then went on facebook.
im losing my mind from lack of sleep.
i'm a different person every day.
i want something but i don't know what it is. this feeling dissipates while being hugged.
i need a hug therapist.
i'm trying to be good today. it's midnight. let's sleep.
i stood drunkenly at the edge and didn't fall.
i forgot to climb the watchtower.
i made a thousand connections and lost them again almost immediately.
i argued for two hours with someone i loved and effected nothing.
my confidence is draining by the minute.
i got home at 6am this morning, slept for 3 hours, then went on facebook.
im losing my mind from lack of sleep.
i'm a different person every day.
i want something but i don't know what it is. this feeling dissipates while being hugged.
i need a hug therapist.
i'm trying to be good today. it's midnight. let's sleep.