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i now realize why i stopped singing indian music 2 years ago, because my parents are pushy and they dont give a shit about anything i have to say and dont have any consideration on howi feel.i have to sing a fucking song on saturday that i cant sing for shit, and i told them i sound horrible on it and yet they say its coz im not trying hard enough and that i dont and thats why im not practicing right now...im not practicing right now because i have work to do, i have tests in 2/3 AP classes and have sooo much work from the summer to finish up for the last one. plus hoeworks and other schoolwork. oh yes im just not practicing and i sound like shit because im not trying and dont want to try. ive put soo many hours into that song i wouldnt say i cant do it unless i absolutely cant and my parents dont seem to get that so FUCKTHEM! oh and my mother even suggested i not go to school tomorrow so i can devote all my time to singign. singing is not my life...i dont plan on doing it as a career, i do it for myself on my own time so fuck them