hi again.
oh hello.
i am female. i am a woman and become giddy around cute men.
why oh why oh why.
i wish i could have my pheromones and hormones removed. my olfactory sense too. i mean...not really. well definitely my hormones.
that is all on that topic.
what else. i am settling into the more relaxed, calm, trusting version of kelly which i really like. i'm not living in the moments ahead of me that never are, but instead, living more fully in the present. i believe. this life is more than trying to live up to boxed ideals and fantasies. instead- it can be richer by being ever-evolving. striving towards fulfillment of a certain unknown, perhaps unexpected fate.
this is what deepak says. more or less.
distracted.
gaaaahhh this is why i can't involve myself with men i get so DISTRACTED. it's almost like as much as i try to avoid it (and i have. since whats his face who ruined my life a year ago...) it finds me. when i'm so unready that i'm ready.
this makes no sense. there is someone/various someones in the picture and i never meant them to be. i did everything in my power to prevent there being people. someone or someones and now i have found myself in a somewhat someone situation.
i am finally penetrating( where is my mind - the pixies) my new piece, "pre-sense." i am finally excited and inspired again. for the first time in like 9 months. a year. i feel like i gave birth to a lame, depressed, insecure child and now he is out of me.
ugh. what a possessed little thing.
i am female. i am a woman and become giddy around cute men.
why oh why oh why.
i wish i could have my pheromones and hormones removed. my olfactory sense too. i mean...not really. well definitely my hormones.
that is all on that topic.
what else. i am settling into the more relaxed, calm, trusting version of kelly which i really like. i'm not living in the moments ahead of me that never are, but instead, living more fully in the present. i believe. this life is more than trying to live up to boxed ideals and fantasies. instead- it can be richer by being ever-evolving. striving towards fulfillment of a certain unknown, perhaps unexpected fate.
this is what deepak says. more or less.
distracted.
gaaaahhh this is why i can't involve myself with men i get so DISTRACTED. it's almost like as much as i try to avoid it (and i have. since whats his face who ruined my life a year ago...) it finds me. when i'm so unready that i'm ready.
this makes no sense. there is someone/various someones in the picture and i never meant them to be. i did everything in my power to prevent there being people. someone or someones and now i have found myself in a somewhat someone situation.
i am finally penetrating( where is my mind - the pixies) my new piece, "pre-sense." i am finally excited and inspired again. for the first time in like 9 months. a year. i feel like i gave birth to a lame, depressed, insecure child and now he is out of me.
ugh. what a possessed little thing.