I should be...
asleep. comfortably dreaming. I have to be up at 7:30 am tomorrow to search, once again for appartments. This time it's a bit more settling though. It turns out that I have enough financial aid to get a studio for myself alone. This is comforting since I've lately been having problems with the reliability of the people I was planning on moving in with. I've only got one week till I move, and they still haven't found anything they like. So... that's the nice part about the idea of my own place. The other nice part is the whole romanticism behind the idea of being down town in the city, most likely the arts district, in long beach, in a studio appartment with my art table out and music playing, and only having to deal with myself.
The scarry part... Well, that's when we get to the down side of living alone, with no room mates. I will be incredibly lonely, tv-less (nothing to even watch dvds on), conversation starved, and most of my time will be spent working madly on homework or pacing listlessly.
Still, I'll get my fill of friends and conversation at school and socially, and then I'll have my alone time.
Alone time is a scary prospect right now, while shan still lingers on the tip of my toungue and in the back of my mind, but hopefully this will clear up soon, and then the alone-ness wont be so bad...
The scarry part... Well, that's when we get to the down side of living alone, with no room mates. I will be incredibly lonely, tv-less (nothing to even watch dvds on), conversation starved, and most of my time will be spent working madly on homework or pacing listlessly.
Still, I'll get my fill of friends and conversation at school and socially, and then I'll have my alone time.
Alone time is a scary prospect right now, while shan still lingers on the tip of my toungue and in the back of my mind, but hopefully this will clear up soon, and then the alone-ness wont be so bad...