. . . about this stupid, INSANE fucking ff.net debacle is how easy it is to restart the "What did I do?" narrative in my own messed-up head.

I didn't do anything to deserve it. Nothing. Not a thing. 

( Stupid. I am STUPID )

Just venting.

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Well. Trying to minimize social media presence seems to have had zero impact on unpleasantness. And I'm kind of tired of letting my fandom world be whittled away by a handful of lousy individuals. I'm going to start posting my things here again.

I have a small backlog, which I'll put up gradually. 

Boring stuff about me and my headspace.

( cut tag to protect vs. boredom )

Time for a fandom break.

Shouldn't hiatus be a fandom break by definition?

Maybe if I were smarter.

Thus ends another experiment in trying to enjoy/participate in a fandom.