Last night I dreamed that I woke up fat again. I was so scared that I went over and looked in the mirror and for a few minutes I wasn't sure - my self-perception, especially unclothed, is still so off. I didn't believe it wasn't real until I put on my size 10 jeans and they fit.

Anyway, it was enough to scare me "straight" back on the wagon and ( Read more... )