So lost, so damn lost
Oh dear.. It's 11 days to the A's. I'm not working as hard as I would want myself to be. I did the PJ paper, countless circles on the question numbers, IT'S NOT FUCKING SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE THAT. It was 1am I wanted to message Mr Goh to arrange a consultation for tomorrow morning, but I know I'd be disturbing him so I thought I'll sent it tomorrow morning for Thursday. Planning to wake up at 8/9 to head to school and settle down on one of the tables near the labs? Good place for studying alone I reckon. But I've been waking up at 1pm these days I'm not sure if I can even hear the alarm tomorrow. Hope so. I need to freaking put in 10000x more effort than anyone else because I've let so much time slip by. I h8 myself.
No, no panic attacks. It's not the time to breakdown. Calm and composed yeap, I will be ready to take the A's in a week. You can do it....
Never mind I still cannot memorise the points for Econs essay by heart, I can do it.
Never mind I have many questions in my head while doing the Phy papers, I can do it.
Never mind I have to refer to the answers for almost all the Math qns I attempted, I can do it.
Never mind I haven't even do much of Chem, I can do it.
TIME TO WORK HARD LIKE NEVER FREAKING BEFORE.
Jiayou jiayou serene! The more you put in the more you'll reap.
No, no panic attacks. It's not the time to breakdown. Calm and composed yeap, I will be ready to take the A's in a week. You can do it....
Never mind I still cannot memorise the points for Econs essay by heart, I can do it.
Never mind I have many questions in my head while doing the Phy papers, I can do it.
Never mind I have to refer to the answers for almost all the Math qns I attempted, I can do it.
Never mind I haven't even do much of Chem, I can do it.
TIME TO WORK HARD LIKE NEVER FREAKING BEFORE.
Jiayou jiayou serene! The more you put in the more you'll reap.