【 十六 】ｔｈａｔ ｗｅ ｃｏｕｌｄ ｌｅａｖｅ ｂｅｈｉｎｄ
[ This is forward-dated to the 15th! For the past few days Japan would have been in stages 2, 3, and eventually getting to stage 4, today. Which is why he goes straight to the phones without even thinking. ]
...Everyone. This is Japan. I... have a few things I must say.... perhaps this is a bit late, but I did not feel compelled until now... [ clears throat ]
I... during Valentine's day, I was paired with Korea-san, my brother. It was actually rather nice, because normally we do not get along like that, or at all, for very, very good reasons, so to have us interact in a positive way like that again was... it was strange and even a bit nostalgic, but in a good way... at this point I am pretending that it never happened but now it seems it's not possible at this moment! I am also not a virgin in the slightest bit, even if I might claim to be! Speaking of which, my mind isn't pure! I am a little bit of a masochist! And an otaku! The gruesome and depressing Bad Endings are my favorite ones and I always try to get them! I like shibari! I enjoy being both top and bottom when it comes to that! I invented tentacle porn and I do not regret it in the slightest because it is one of my favorite things! There are times when I find having feelings and emotions burdensome so I downplay and hide my own to make it easier to deal with things! That and sometimes my own feelings embarrass me! Despite that, I find that I grew to care deeply for quite a number of people, both in this town and in my home world! I repress a very different side of myself that I am trying to be rid of but I am not very successful in that! And I don't think I'm really that much of a good person and not someone who you should look up to or admire or consider a role model in any way! I do not fight wars anymore but I still like fighting and there are times when I miss the pleasure and the adrenaline of it! I am rather dishonest about a lot of things like that and I have a lot of things to hide which is why they are coming out randomly in a string like this and- uwaaaahh, what am I saying?! Why am I also compelled to reveal such things all of the sudden like this?! [ SLAMS PHONE DOWN
...except not yet! a second later- ]
Please disregard everything I just said or I will probably be in despair due to embarrassment and humiliation when this is all over. By the way, I'm actually a p- [ NO WAIT SLAMMING IT DOWN NOW s-sob. but it's okay, like he didn't make it obvious that he's a pervert already...
and for the rest of the day, Japan will be hiding deep inside the basement of his house if anyone is looking. because yes, he is in despair!! this has left him in despair!! ]
...Everyone. This is Japan. I... have a few things I must say.... perhaps this is a bit late, but I did not feel compelled until now... [ clears throat ]
I... during Valentine's day, I was paired with Korea-san, my brother. It was actually rather nice, because normally we do not get along like that, or at all, for very, very good reasons, so to have us interact in a positive way like that again was... it was strange and even a bit nostalgic, but in a good way... at this point I am pretending that it never happened but now it seems it's not possible at this moment! I am also not a virgin in the slightest bit, even if I might claim to be! Speaking of which, my mind isn't pure! I am a little bit of a masochist! And an otaku! The gruesome and depressing Bad Endings are my favorite ones and I always try to get them! I like shibari! I enjoy being both top and bottom when it comes to that! I invented tentacle porn and I do not regret it in the slightest because it is one of my favorite things! There are times when I find having feelings and emotions burdensome so I downplay and hide my own to make it easier to deal with things! That and sometimes my own feelings embarrass me! Despite that, I find that I grew to care deeply for quite a number of people, both in this town and in my home world! I repress a very different side of myself that I am trying to be rid of but I am not very successful in that! And I don't think I'm really that much of a good person and not someone who you should look up to or admire or consider a role model in any way! I do not fight wars anymore but I still like fighting and there are times when I miss the pleasure and the adrenaline of it! I am rather dishonest about a lot of things like that and I have a lot of things to hide which is why they are coming out randomly in a string like this and- uwaaaahh, what am I saying?! Why am I also compelled to reveal such things all of the sudden like this?! [ SLAMS PHONE DOWN
...except not yet! a second later- ]
Please disregard everything I just said or I will probably be in despair due to embarrassment and humiliation when this is all over. By the way, I'm actually a p- [ NO WAIT SLAMMING IT DOWN NOW s-sob. but it's okay, like he didn't make it obvious that he's a pervert already...
and for the rest of the day, Japan will be hiding deep inside the basement of his house if anyone is looking. because yes, he is in despair!! this has left him in despair!! ]