break down what can be rebuilt.

Jan 10, 2005 01:30

This day could not be any longer or more of a roller coaster. I've cried multiple times for multiple reasons and I don't even know what tomorrow will hold.

The best I can do now is get up and keep going. Thank you to four very special people who made being here again a little easier.

I've only made two resolutions for this new year: A. Find a home church. B. Be better friends with Emily again. I miss her so much.

Everything is different. This semester will be different in so many ways. Huge things are changing in my life. As of this days 24 hr. end I have ended two areas of my life that have been very dear to me. Both have broken my heart. The Lord has begun restoring what is left. Thank you Lord. I am different - the Lord has taught me alot over break. I feel like I could explode. I am so thankful to him that he takes the time to comfort me and show me what I need. The Holy Spirit is truly the best teacher. I wish for you all to know as much peace.

I'm excited to bless those around me.

Lord continue to guide me and light my path. If it doesn't lead to you, I'm finished.

When the darkness closes in Lord, still I will find a way to say, Blessed be the name of the Lord.

I know i'm all over the place. That's how i feel - sorry if i make very litte communicable sense this week.
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