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[polevaultergirl]

shit.....its really over now.......fuck its gonna be hard so heres how it came down Montepimp05: no matter what i say or happens, i want you to know that I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU! trojanxxbabexx10: que paso? Montepimp05: and thats about? trojanxxbabexx10: something Montepimp05: hmm ok Montepimp05: wutevers Montepimp05: its over trojanxxbabexx10: i put that in, b/c we're always arguing and shit. and so if it comes down to the point that we cant be together at all, then i just want you to know that. Montepimp05: woman trojanxxbabexx10: que? Montepimp05: fuck we might as will have this talk right here Montepimp05: right now trojanxxbabexx10: um ok if u want Montepimp05: woman Montepimp05: i know u know what im gonna say trojanxxbabexx10: what are u going to say. go talk Montepimp05: u know what im gonna say trojanxxbabexx10: what, that its over? Montepimp05: oh no that was about my life trojanxxbabexx10: lol trojanxxbabexx10: dont say taht about ur life Montepimp05: well but i guess it kinda applies to this too Montepimp05: i hadnt even thought about it Montepimp05: girl Montepimp05: man i love u soooo damn much and just like u no mater what i love u and i want u to know that too Montepimp05: but fuck i cant do this anymore Montepimp05: were never gonna be able to work were never gonna be able to get together and be happy Montepimp05: its never gonna happen trojanxxbabexx10: i know its all so fucken hard Montepimp05: therefore i think we should just end all the shit Montepimp05: just friends Montepimp05: as hard as that may sounds Montepimp05: we gotta be jsut friends Montepimp05: nothing else trojanxxbabexx10: i know but it has to be done Montepimp05: cause fuck mn Montepimp05: all we do is fught Montepimp05: and i hurt u Montepimp05: and u hurt me Montepimp05: and we both make empty promises that we always end up breaking trojanxxbabexx10: yeah i know Montepimp05: and i know its gonna be so hard Montepimp05: to resist myself Montepimp05: from kissing u Montepimp05: or coming on to u when i see u Montepimp05: but we gotta Montepimp05: like honestly Montepimp05: it jsut hurts too much Montepimp05: its at the point where i cant do this anymore Montepimp05: i love u but its just never gona work trojanxxbabexx10: yeah i know Montepimp05: or at least not for now its not trojanxxbabexx10: i knwo i love u too trojanxxbabexx10: and like ur right. Montepimp05: but we gotta do this though Montepimp05: we both gotta try Montepimp05: becuase last time Montepimp05: we said we were jus t gonna be friends Montepimp05: and all this crap trojanxxbabexx10: yeah and that didnt work out Montepimp05: and the next day we were kissing and holding hands and all this shit trojanxxbabexx10: i know Montepimp05: so like really we gotta try Montepimp05: i really love u though Montepimp05: dont ever forget that Montepimp05: no matter what trojanxxbabexx10: yeah and dont u forget that i love u too Montepimp05: u do or what i do i do love u trojanxxbabexx10: this time we gotta do this, we have to keep our hands off of eachother Montepimp05: yeah as hard as we both know thats gonna be Montepimp05: we gotta Montepimp05: which means Montepimp05: that i cant take u to my spirit anymore because shit we both know where that would end up trojanxxbabexx10: yeah i know its cool Montepimp05: sorry i wanted to take u Montepimp05: but i cant Montepimp05: because Montepimp05: i really just want this jsut friends thing to work Montepimp05: and if i take u trojanxxbabexx10: i know trojanxxbabexx10: well then tat wouldnt work out trojanxxbabexx10: good Montepimp05: yeah Montepimp05: exactly Montepimp05: reall ythough i love u so much Montepimp05: dont forget that trojanxxbabexx10: yeah and u dont forget taht either Montepimp05: i love u so much as a friend also Montepimp05: i would never wana lose ur friendship trojanxxbabexx10: even if i am across teh united states trojanxxbabexx10: or abroad Montepimp05: and that Montepimp05: that hit me so hard too Montepimp05: i want u to go so much do what u want Montepimp05: but deep inside i know its gonna suck and hurt to see u go trojanxxbabexx10: yeah i know, i was thinking about going out of state. and like i was like shit.....its gonna be hard. b/c im so used to seeing u so often. then going out of state. its like bam! a couple of times a year Montepimp05: serio Montepimp05: u dont know how much thats gonna impact me trojanxxbabexx10: shit im gonna be by myself on the east coast trojanxxbabexx10: admist white ppl that i dont even know......shit trojanxxbabexx10: i wont fit in. i already know it Montepimp05: yeah but there will be a lot of hot whiter guys for u trojanxxbabexx10: haha not all white guys are hot. trust me...... Montepimp05: i knwp trojanxxbabexx10: some are just gross trojanxxbabexx10: and perverted Montepimp05: i guess Montepimp05: but yeah trojanxxbabexx10: lol Montepimp05: i love u and it sucks to have to do this but its the only option trojanxxbabexx10: yeah i know it does suck, but its for the best. the best for both of us trojanxxbabexx10: but yeah even if im close or far away remember tat i love u trojanxxbabexx10: u know what i had a feeling this was comng, with u i dont know why but my senses are more in tune. its like i pick up stuff more Montepimp05: u too trojanxxbabexx10: its like in thirteen senses Montepimp05: remmebne ri love u trojanxxbabexx10: i know i love u too trojanxxbabexx10: but for now for a good while its gonna have to be like this Montepimp05: yup Montepimp05: yeah sorry it jsut came out of nowhere Montepimp05: but over the last few dayds trojanxxbabexx10: lol its ok Montepimp05: ive been doing a lot of thinking Montepimp05: about a lot of shit Montepimp05: and this is one of those things trojanxxbabexx10: and oh yeah, i still want ur homecoming picture Montepimp05: fo shizzle Montepimp05: oooh Montepimp05: i know this is inapropriate to ask but this time for sure can we bone one last time Montepimp05: ? trojanxxbabexx10: lol trojanxxbabexx10: one last time though Montepimp05: for sure Montepimp05: serio Montepimp05: LAST TIME Montepimp05: well for a while causer i know somewhere down the road Montepimp05: well meet again romanticaly trojanxxbabexx10: lol trojanxxbabexx10: yeah somewhere down the road Montepimp05: serio