Feb 03, 2017 19:02
i broke up with amanda. it felt like a puking moment that just happened all of the sudden.
somewhere in the last two weeks, passion just died. i'm not sure where or what, but it did. i think it could be from the moments where I upset her, and she would shut down and be frustrated. that happening over and over started to wear on me. each time putting a crack in my feelings.
already feeling skeptical dating someone with a kid, i found these things to make it difficult for me, and it pushed me away, and made me scared to want to continue. i felt like my feelings weren't strong enough to endure these moments.