life keeps getting crazier and crazier....
good lord things are insane!
lol
****lets start with the GOOD****
-i have pretty much decided that i am going to do a senior recital next semester. it is going to be a ridiculous amount of work, but i think it will be worth it. im still not 100%, but im just scared of making a fool out of myself.
-i love the songs i am singing in my voice lessons. they are:
..."abendempfindung" by mozart (repeat)
..."beau soir" by debussy (repeat)
..."vergin tutto amor" by durante (repeat)
..."that yongë child" by britten
..."laurie's song" by copland
..."dem schmerz sein recht" by berg
..."the astronomers" by hundley
-i feel that my normally hideous amount of stage fright is disappearing. its close to nothing now. thank GOD.
-i will be student teaching next fall. i was afraid that something stupid would get in my way, but evertyhing is on schedule! i dont feel ready to student teach, but i just want to be out of here asap.
-im in the process of finishing my halloween costume. its quite shocking. im excited!
-courtney and adam are engaged!!!! he proposed among a flock of sheep, how perfect is that? they will be married within the year!
****now the NOT-SO-GOOD****
-im not enjoying a few of my classes. especially my two ed classes. they kinda make me wanna shoot myself....
-the past few weeks have been an emotional roller coaster. but im now focusing on what i need instead of what i want. also, of what i *DONT* need. however, i still have a big ol' smile on my face because i know everything will work out... someday
-im in all sorts of physical pain. my tailbone hurts everyday, as well as my arm and my back. but recently my calves and shoulders have been hurting too. grrrrrrr
-i spilled tea on my laptop. now the plug doesnt work and the screen is very dim and it flickers. so, ive been using courtney's old computer. im too poor to get my laptop fixed :(
so, there's a quasi-update to my getting-stranger-every-day life.
with NO idea of whats going to happen in my life next, i have no expectations from anything or anyone but myself... which is quite refreshing.
lol
****lets start with the GOOD****
-i have pretty much decided that i am going to do a senior recital next semester. it is going to be a ridiculous amount of work, but i think it will be worth it. im still not 100%, but im just scared of making a fool out of myself.
-i love the songs i am singing in my voice lessons. they are:
..."abendempfindung" by mozart (repeat)
..."beau soir" by debussy (repeat)
..."vergin tutto amor" by durante (repeat)
..."that yongë child" by britten
..."laurie's song" by copland
..."dem schmerz sein recht" by berg
..."the astronomers" by hundley
-i feel that my normally hideous amount of stage fright is disappearing. its close to nothing now. thank GOD.
-i will be student teaching next fall. i was afraid that something stupid would get in my way, but evertyhing is on schedule! i dont feel ready to student teach, but i just want to be out of here asap.
-im in the process of finishing my halloween costume. its quite shocking. im excited!
-courtney and adam are engaged!!!! he proposed among a flock of sheep, how perfect is that? they will be married within the year!
****now the NOT-SO-GOOD****
-im not enjoying a few of my classes. especially my two ed classes. they kinda make me wanna shoot myself....
-the past few weeks have been an emotional roller coaster. but im now focusing on what i need instead of what i want. also, of what i *DONT* need. however, i still have a big ol' smile on my face because i know everything will work out... someday
-im in all sorts of physical pain. my tailbone hurts everyday, as well as my arm and my back. but recently my calves and shoulders have been hurting too. grrrrrrr
-i spilled tea on my laptop. now the plug doesnt work and the screen is very dim and it flickers. so, ive been using courtney's old computer. im too poor to get my laptop fixed :(
so, there's a quasi-update to my getting-stranger-every-day life.
with NO idea of whats going to happen in my life next, i have no expectations from anything or anyone but myself... which is quite refreshing.