I would give anything to get away for a while.
Just go away for a while a week, maybe even less just a few days away from everything and everyone with zero communication with the outside world. Just had time to think and read and decompress from everything that's going on right now. Maybe even gain some perspective. It feels like I have too much going right now that I'm in the right mind set to deal with or now actually in control of in anyway. Fair enough a lot of it I can't gain control of completely but I could at least pull the reins in for my point of view and actually figure out how I think and feel about things. I don't know. I think a few days away from it all would be amazing. I would bring a book to read and my writing book and sit in the quiet stillness of it all and rest. I'd really like a rest.