Apr 05, 2005 00:55
we talked about our babies yesterday and today..
we are going to ahve a lot..and he says why even wait to get married...
he kinda makes me feel special
like he remembers little details from past conversations
and he told me today that when he gets his liscence he would be my DD and we talked a long time just about that and how it would be fun just us together and how we would argue over the music and he would make fun of whatever i chose...even if he secretly liked it. and he said we'd just flip until we find a song we both liked. and im just like...
and then he asked like personal questions today...like about hopes. and stuff like that.
he also told me he wanted me to hold his hand while he got his tatoo and vise versa.
he makes me smile.
Charlotte says she can see him beng my new Derek. She says its amazing how we became so close so fast.
I would love that. it would be perfect.
it will never ever happen.
and tats what makes me cry.