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last night i went to nicks house for like 2-3 hours.
i was with char and steven..matt showed up for a while. he makes me laugh. I just fucking love him. and the first time we always see eachother..i say.."i fucking hate you" and he says "i fucking love you" then i say "i fucking love you too" and he comes and gives me a big hug.
it was okay at nicks house. i dont exist to him but its okay.
i like him a lot.
i was with char and steven..matt showed up for a while. he makes me laugh. I just fucking love him. and the first time we always see eachother..i say.."i fucking hate you" and he says "i fucking love you" then i say "i fucking love you too" and he comes and gives me a big hug.
it was okay at nicks house. i dont exist to him but its okay.
i like him a lot.