Jul 15, 2007 18:05
Life is just full of turns and up's and downs, and although on some days the downs seem so low other days the ups's are too high. With everything that is thrown at you in life you can only just move along and mold yourself with everything given to overcome and go beyond. At first i was so scared to be alone, for the past four years i have had a complete other half... and now its time to do things on my own. Its exciting to start over... like i did before except this time its for good. Im doing this for myself and by myself cause in the end im the only one that matters. I take little things for granted in life and i want to change that. everything is a lingering memory but like with everything that will fade in time. I never could be whol i am today without everything i have been through so i cant say i would change things.
I'm ready to start MY life in a direction I want. I leave For AUSTRALIA MARCH 3rd Im beyond excited... no turning back now. I will be making the choice oof which i will like to double major. Im excited about applying to other schools. A new job with lots of money that will be comming my way and a loving family and friends... i could not ask for anything else because thats just selfish
Im going to be working 4 hours a week at the womens shelter
and 6 at hospice... along with a co-ed 11vs11 game once a week. My body will hate me! I was scared to have TO much time on my hands now im scared i wont have enough.
I start My master cleanse Tom then Raw for 2 weeks I cant wait to feel great in my body and mind.
My girlfriends made last night one of the bestever and i love them for that
I'll always have love for you no matter where Im at in life, its just time for both of us to stop hurting
LOVELIFE