color my eyes with the bluest sky
I just woke up and can no longer fall asleep from a really bad dream. I have a Final in like 9 hours and I cant sleep if my life depended on it. Im really stressing for school, I want so badly just to finish this semster with a 4.0, faith is one thing but cramming is another. My brain feels so full of information so important others not so. RAAARRRRR i just want a certain boy to play with my hair so i can fall back asleep :(!
Although I LOVE school I cant wait for it to be over, to relax, play with my friends and most of all enjoy my own freetime. I sometimes find myself slipping back into old ways which I cant say i like.... I need to keep on track and keep striving to just get myself through these times. I like to think im on a straight path going for what i want and love at the same time i just have so much growing to do. I decided on tuesday to extend me going abroad to AUS until the following Spring semester... mainly to have some time to figure my own thoughts out, also I might take a few semester off to work and save that way I can ACTUALY live cause being a broke student all the time SUCKS! If only our pathetic world did not revolve around $$. :).
I cant wait for summer, to lay on the beach and be a bum!!!!! Grub endless amounts of food and just stay HIGH.... Literally!
Someone give me A nice little home so i can Grow my own garden and eat the way i really wish i could.
YAY my tea is ready and will hopefully put my sleepyass to bed.
Although I LOVE school I cant wait for it to be over, to relax, play with my friends and most of all enjoy my own freetime. I sometimes find myself slipping back into old ways which I cant say i like.... I need to keep on track and keep striving to just get myself through these times. I like to think im on a straight path going for what i want and love at the same time i just have so much growing to do. I decided on tuesday to extend me going abroad to AUS until the following Spring semester... mainly to have some time to figure my own thoughts out, also I might take a few semester off to work and save that way I can ACTUALY live cause being a broke student all the time SUCKS! If only our pathetic world did not revolve around $$. :).
I cant wait for summer, to lay on the beach and be a bum!!!!! Grub endless amounts of food and just stay HIGH.... Literally!
Someone give me A nice little home so i can Grow my own garden and eat the way i really wish i could.
YAY my tea is ready and will hopefully put my sleepyass to bed.