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[poisonousxrose]

Yeah so my life has officially fallen apart. I'm like so lonely it's not even funny. I've been in an emotional break down for two days which is why I haven't been in school. *today is day two* :: sigh :: I'm going to give him his space for now. I just hope he comes back really soon. I'm so scared of losing him forever even though he assured me I won't. I just don't want his feelings to change and then he'll like forget about me. I hope this "break" works for him.... cause if it doesn't... I'll just seriously like die. So much shit is happening in my life... and... I don't know what to do. I need like serious fucking helping before I do something I know I'll regret. I also refuse to go see a psychologist... yeahhh... they creep me out man. I'll get better in time hopefully. As long as I still talk to him and see him I'll be fine.... I think.... I just hope I don't have an emotional breakdown in front of him. :: double sigh :: Life sure does suck people and COMPLETELY unfair. I miss him sooo fucking much already.... oh god... why me?. ='[

Taking a breath while
believing all is fine.
But this shaking and breaking
mistaking what's tonight.
Like out of the clock
turn to take you away.
As minutes count hours
the miles seperate.
It's the distance that killed us.

Fake light shines darker everyday
There are things I can't tell you
Feeling's I've had for so long
And today you are gone, are gone.

And I'll wait for you
When you go away.
To be like a star
You've already shined, to me.

And I won't forget you yet
I'll sleep again.
To the one regret
I opened my eyes.

And I won't forget you yet
I'll sleep again.
To the one regret
I opened my eyes.

And I'll wait for you
When you go away.
To be like a star
You've already shined...

And I'll wait for you
When you go away.
To be like a star
You've already shined, to me.

ilovehimsomuch
andiwillkeeponlovinghim
ALWAYS & FOREVER<3333