Warning: Sappy, lovey dovey bullshit below. Read if you can stomach it.
I love you. I may get grumpy, or be self-centered, or not take into perspective everything you do for me all the time....but you still love me, and take care of me, and come home just to tell me you're alive, and use money you had saved just to come back home to cuddle me for 20 mins before I leave for work, leave me adorable messages for me to wake up to, sit on the phone with me until I can sleep, put up with my craziness when I'm sick, come home with cookies because I was craving them...you're so amazing to me. I know earlier today I said I regretted last night, and that I didn't walk away with anything...but I did. Now that I've napped, and thought, and got food in my tummy....The things you said.....you made me melt. Standing in the sky walk together looking at the lights, wonderful. Just spending time with you, saying things that we needed to say. I'm still not happy with the outcome of our night....but it was worth it. I'm sorry if I upset you at all these last couple days....I love you. I can't wait till our 1 year on Monday <3<3<3
"First Day Of My Life"
This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach
Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go
And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home
Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you'd just woke up
And you said “this is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you
But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy”
So if you want to be with me
With these things there’s no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I’d rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me
"First Day Of My Life"
This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach
Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go
And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home
Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you'd just woke up
And you said “this is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you
But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy”
So if you want to be with me
With these things there’s no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I’d rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me