Relaxation, that's all I need.
So, Lately I've been really stressed....not even for big things, just little things building up and it's made me grouchy and emotionally messed up. I was questioning things, snapping at people, slacking, just being a total retard. On Monday though, I decided to take a day for myself. I woke up in the morning beside my lovely boy <3, took my time lazing in bed, went to Polo, then to Portage (yah, kinda back tracked there..but it was fun haha), stopped for coffee and a walk around downtown, from there I went to Garden City, came home(my moms) to find my little sis Nicole who I hung out with for abit. Showed off the neato things I bought and then went to work. My day was all about making *ME* happy, no one else. I loved it.
After work I was still pretty weird emotionally, same with most of today until the last few hours at work. I was surrounded by my wicked co-workers, having fun. Not worrying about training new people, keeping the place, finding a new job, school, university, home life, boyfriends, blah blah blah! Then I took my time walking home (my moms) The moon is almost full and it's shining so bright tonight (it's not full till the 26th! I'm a loser) The air is chilly but wondeful, the crunching leaves, all the lovely fallness I love! Once home I turned on some groovy music and danced around my living room, not caring who saw me, what I looked like. Just letting go!
It's wonderful, I need to this more often. God knows I wont though. I don't have the time.
I've had so much stuff on my mind lately...it's crazy and emotionally straining.
Finishing school
applying for University (this is a big stress factor, money, when to apply, if I wanna take more time off...atleast I know what I'm going into though)
Family life is pretty gay right now
Mine and Alex's Anniversary is in...13 days or something dumb like that.. I'm not gonna lie, it freaks me out.
I've been put in charge of training at work, plus dealing with my managers life problems.
Alot of my friends are having problems right now
Money is so dumb
I don't know if I wanna stay home, move out, have my own apartment, move in with someone.
I'm just a bundle of confusion...but I'm getting better!
The next little bit shall be awesome though.
Friday- Not sure what's going on for sure, sounds like work, fondu party with my family and Alex, Halloween party, sleeping!
Saturday- Make-up appointment with the ladies, lunch date, set-up or what ever, SCREAM!!!!! woot SO excited. I'm gonna look hott.
Sunday- Coffee with Kei? maybe Shevaunn? Date with Britt in the evening?
Then random working and bullshit.
Saturday-November 2nd. OMG Bright Eyes! ...well, if we're going. but still OH MAN. Either that or Silverado's for Tanya's b-day party.
Nov. 5th - Our anny.
Alittle bit of de-stressing, and I'll be fine. I need a glass of red, a bubble bath and a cosmo.
After work I was still pretty weird emotionally, same with most of today until the last few hours at work. I was surrounded by my wicked co-workers, having fun. Not worrying about training new people, keeping the place, finding a new job, school, university, home life, boyfriends, blah blah blah! Then I took my time walking home (my moms) The moon is almost full and it's shining so bright tonight (it's not full till the 26th! I'm a loser) The air is chilly but wondeful, the crunching leaves, all the lovely fallness I love! Once home I turned on some groovy music and danced around my living room, not caring who saw me, what I looked like. Just letting go!
It's wonderful, I need to this more often. God knows I wont though. I don't have the time.
I've had so much stuff on my mind lately...it's crazy and emotionally straining.
Finishing school
applying for University (this is a big stress factor, money, when to apply, if I wanna take more time off...atleast I know what I'm going into though)
Family life is pretty gay right now
Mine and Alex's Anniversary is in...13 days or something dumb like that.. I'm not gonna lie, it freaks me out.
I've been put in charge of training at work, plus dealing with my managers life problems.
Alot of my friends are having problems right now
Money is so dumb
I don't know if I wanna stay home, move out, have my own apartment, move in with someone.
I'm just a bundle of confusion...but I'm getting better!
The next little bit shall be awesome though.
Friday- Not sure what's going on for sure, sounds like work, fondu party with my family and Alex, Halloween party, sleeping!
Saturday- Make-up appointment with the ladies, lunch date, set-up or what ever, SCREAM!!!!! woot SO excited. I'm gonna look hott.
Sunday- Coffee with Kei? maybe Shevaunn? Date with Britt in the evening?
Then random working and bullshit.
Saturday-November 2nd. OMG Bright Eyes! ...well, if we're going. but still OH MAN. Either that or Silverado's for Tanya's b-day party.
Nov. 5th - Our anny.
Alittle bit of de-stressing, and I'll be fine. I need a glass of red, a bubble bath and a cosmo.