Jul 12, 2007 01:02
I hate being confused........I don't know what I want.......I don't know myself right now.....I'm a mess....
I hate that we argue now....I hate that you blame me......I hate that I almost made you cry.....I hate that you can get a rise outta me....
I love how this is making me realise how right I was........The things being said......how many people are here for me.....it's frustrating, but makes me feel good too.
I'll be okay.....It'll take some getting used to....and it'll hurt sooner or later (probably later).....but in time...I'll be okay...I always am....
I love you and I'm sorry, but it was needed for my sanity.
I really meant it when I said you were the only one I want to be here for me, you are my best friend and you've been here for me through all of it. I love you, Thank-you.
Sleep just doesn't come to me now.........I'm going to be sick.......
Goodnight.