You make me so crazy, I wanna swallow the moon.
Good Evening....Odd night....Bad morning....Good Day....Lonely Evening...how is my night going to end?
History is going to repeat itself it seems.......Am I ready? Is it worth it? Will I lose a friend again?
Josh called me today, definitely the best hour of my day. He's coming into town next month...regretfully it's the tuesday before connect which means I'll only have a day or two for hanging out with him. London Fogs FTW!
I like the weather...it's chilly and cloudy...suits my mood right now...I just wish it wasn't cloudy..I need to lie down and watch the stars....
He's such an ass....he got me so bad today....I didn't know what to say....how do you respond to something that you didn't even wanna believe...Damn him knowing me so well. Damn me for trying to hide it......Makes my situation alittle complicated...hopefully everything works out alright though...I'm content.
Today was nice....Went to K.P and walked around. We watched the kids play, I chased squirrels and squeeled over baby duckies, made fun of couples as the walked by. We sat by the pond for so long. I needed it for calming down. I was so mad, so upset. Bah.
I hope my night ends up well....Right now I'm lonely and bored, my plans got pushed back...maybe even cancelled. I really hope they don't....I really need this...I need to talk....
In other news that will make sense to everyone: I have been sucked into the land of FaceBook, it's fantastic! I've connected with so many old friends, and family. Wowza, it rocks. I still HATE and REFUSE to get a MySpace though. Muahah
History is going to repeat itself it seems.......Am I ready? Is it worth it? Will I lose a friend again?
Josh called me today, definitely the best hour of my day. He's coming into town next month...regretfully it's the tuesday before connect which means I'll only have a day or two for hanging out with him. London Fogs FTW!
I like the weather...it's chilly and cloudy...suits my mood right now...I just wish it wasn't cloudy..I need to lie down and watch the stars....
He's such an ass....he got me so bad today....I didn't know what to say....how do you respond to something that you didn't even wanna believe...Damn him knowing me so well. Damn me for trying to hide it......Makes my situation alittle complicated...hopefully everything works out alright though...I'm content.
Today was nice....Went to K.P and walked around. We watched the kids play, I chased squirrels and squeeled over baby duckies, made fun of couples as the walked by. We sat by the pond for so long. I needed it for calming down. I was so mad, so upset. Bah.
I hope my night ends up well....Right now I'm lonely and bored, my plans got pushed back...maybe even cancelled. I really hope they don't....I really need this...I need to talk....
In other news that will make sense to everyone: I have been sucked into the land of FaceBook, it's fantastic! I've connected with so many old friends, and family. Wowza, it rocks. I still HATE and REFUSE to get a MySpace though. Muahah