hey yall, i got a new livejournal and if u know me , your lj name is on my friends list. ill be deleting this lj sooner than later. later yall.

i really need to stop doubting everything good in my life. anytime something happens that looks like i will actually have fun or learn from i just go 'naw theres a catch.' i really hate this, im finally getting happy but its like my brain or something says 'woah now alyssa, dont get too overjoyed is really easy to just trip and fall on anything, be ( Read more... )

alyssa's past ( Read more... )

shawn m. giannetti is a guy i have known for about two years, mostly just as anonline friend who was pretty much known to me as just some asshole that was in a chat room called 'no limits' every time i signed on ( Read more... )

test on alyssa: how well do you know me ( Read more... )

alot of people keep claiming they know me really well. now im kinda interested to see if you do. copy and paste my test into the respond box and ill grade you once everyone is done [meaning like the 1 person who ever reads my journal has answered ( Read more... )

an update on alyssas life ( Read more... )

dear god,

make

it

stop

so guess what? applying to art colleges is the most painful experience of my life. i really really dont want to write all these essays and half of the colleges have so many specifics they want in the portfolio... 2 fucking self portraits, a still life, an interior space, out door space... etc. im going to paint all of those tomorrow, oh and if my ( Read more... )

mauahahaha i knew it! she IS my fav princess already. and i know that movie by heart-

You Are Ariel!

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