Aug 23, 2006 22:59
I'm starting to wonder what the fucking point is anymore. I mean, why do I even try to make an attempt at life? It's not like anything I say or do is good enough, it's not like I can't say or do anything without hurting someone or pissing someone off. I can't even exist without ruining someone else's fucking life. I am so sick and tired. I'm starting to think hermitude might be the answer. No matter how much I want to be with my friends or bf or parents or teachers, maybe everyone else in the fucking world would be better fucking off if I just died. They sure make me feel that way.
I've screwed things up again.
Fuck, fuck, fuck.
FUCK.
rant,
life,
depression,
craig,
anger