More distractions from life...


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I'm starting to wonder what the fucking point is anymore. I mean, why do I even try to make an attempt at life? It's not like anything I say or do is good enough, it's not like I can't say or do anything without hurting someone or pissing someone off. I can't even exist without ruining someone else's fucking life. I am so sick and tired. I'm ( Read more... )

Ester, if you ever DO read my journal, I made you a gift =3


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A Whore That Sitteth on Many Waters

"Jesus merely raised one hand a few inches and a yawning chasm opened in the earth, stretching far and wide enough to swallow all of them. They tumbled in, howling and screeching, but their wailing was soon quashed and all was silent when the earth closed itself again."
-- From Glorious Appearing by Tim ( Read more... )

Well I just got on. Good morning everyone who isn't reading. *yawns* I've been working really hard on my tarot cards for Craig but its so HARD!!! Urgh. Getting the picture to pull together is insane. *sigh* I finally got alot of stuff submitted to deviantArt, I'll keep on submitting. I'm worried my computer will crash, it's been sooooo iffy since I ( Read more... )

Well,

i've been trying to get a hold of craig

hes on imvu

but wont respond

ester

are you sure he said everythings okay?

i still feel guilty

anyway

For Craig: (how I feel about you ( Read more... )

dads having me stay here tonight and tomorrow

i forgot to say

still not feeling very well

cant sleep

my love is still upset

i think...

ester cheered me up after school

tho

thanks ester

apparently now

my name is wednesay

like from the adam family

indeed

i cant sleep

i cant calm down

its kinda hard to breeeeeathe

i feel like im gonna throw

i feel so guilty

i need a soda

i want to die

feeling suicidal again

but i wont

i wish i had said

i love you, goodnight