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Join up! Promises to be lots of fun.
In other, more melancholic news, Grandi just quit adminning at DH. People think he'll join back up. People think he's staying.
He's not. He quitting DH. And a huge part of me wants to follow. Honestly, a huge part of me wanted to leave back in October when I deleted my original account. But this overwhelming feeling of responsibility kept me there. I enjoyed it less. But at the same time, I developed relationships with Gambitia, Grandi, and GUG that I never would have otherwise. Wee the friendships worth it? Yes, they were. But spending all my time stressing over DH? Not so much. I spend so much time, agonizing over everything, and I'm so, so ready for it to be over.
If I quit- will I be hugely missing out? On relationships undeveloped? Events un-experienced? Will I regret it when Season 3 picks up and the forum becomes super active again? When Amira and Coppa post their video tour of
SDCC 07? When we promote the people we've been talking out? Will I miss having every new member ask me questions, no matter how annoying? Will I miss all the members asking me for a second icon, a special name? Will I miss staff chats?
Yes. Yes I will. I don't know if I can handle leaving. I really don't. But with GUG gone, likely never to return because of her health, GH on tenterhooks, and Grandi completely gone, is it worth it? All my old friends have long since left and come here or elsewhere. I keep in contact with some of you here, some through AIM. But could I really leave Ardor? Or Gamb? Or fairysgift4u? Or nighteh? Or WW? Or Luna? Or Para? Or Kaneda? Or Babbs?
Could I?
I just don't know. A huge part of me wants to hit the road and never look back. End that chapter of my internet life. Heck, maybe even quit the internet all together. Another part of me cries out that I should stay and see it through.
The question is, which part is the weakness in me? Is it weak to abandon the place? Or weak to stay?