Jan 06, 2006 18:06
Well I decided that if i put my livejournal to good use I may somehow gain something from it. Not only that but if anyone still reads it they will be updated. SO I slept in my car last night. That was interesting. I spent time with an old friend. I am on campus now using a computer. I am on a journey. I am trying to find myself. I am not sure how it all works but I will try. Life is one big fucked up mess right now and I have scars to prove it. I am realizing more and more each day that life is precious and that I need to learn from my suffering instead of wallowing in it. I need to learn from people, but not feed off of or rely on them. I am trying my best to do what I need to do. I REALLY AM!
the beginning of my work on a slam:
You will not truly realize it
until you are completely empty
until you rid yourself of all things
and you step outside and see the beauty of fall day
see the beauty of Mother Earth
then you will see why she is called a mother
she is your MOTHER EARTH