Feb 08, 2009 23:19
I'm so sick of this. I've tried numerous times to make plans with Jen. Half the time she bails for something, and the other half she never responds to me. I've told her I want to fix things and stuff but it doesn't matter. All she cares about it seems is getting married. It honestly seems like she couldn't care less. I havent talked to her since last Saturday and I told her to let me know her schedule. But did she? No. So I decided I'll wait, wait to see if she texts or calls but I'm not expecting it. I really wish I could just grow some balls and say this to her. It really sucks, but IDK what to even do any more. IDK what happened. I've tried to fix it and I'm getting no where.
I want close friends. A year ago, I was totally happy. Me and Nick we're official, Jen was my best friend and I had a few other close friends. Now it seems like Mary is my only really close friend. I don't have Jen any more, and me and Nick aren't official yet. I just wanna go to bed.
Atleast I'm going to Florida with Mary soon.