Open your curtains and put your stretcher in the ambulance
Today was one of those patterned days where a bad thing happens then a good thing, then a bad thing. I went to meet my Dad for lunch at Bertucis, however the fuck you say it, and my Dad thought I ment Porter Square and went there and I couldnt find him soI thought maybe he went there by mistake, because we usually emet there and took a 2 stop subway there and couldnt find him anywhere, after looking everywhere I thought I was gonna pass out from running up so many stairs that move, i.e esculators, for once I was actually running on it, its fun running when you have something helping you out.. I couldn't find him so I went back to Alewife and he still wasnt there, FUCK I got so frusterated, and didnt know what to do , then my Mom called me and told me he was waitng at Porter so blah I had to take the train again, which took forever to leave I was getting so mad and anxious to meet him on the train I was swearing to myself and practically stamping my feet, people probably thought I needed anger management or something, finally it left and I saw him standing right there. ..like woah. thank god he wasn't mad, for having to wait an hour, it was just a miscommunication, plus i was at Witches Woods when i called him which didnt help at all. It all turned out ok, and we talked alot and ate delicious rosemary chicken paninis, an Italian snadwich. I never tried it before but it was fucking delicious, better then a calzone but similar. and I dont know what id do without Italian food...probably be at least a few pounds skinner, but at least ive gotten back into working out 2 a week, not much but something and I try to dance at home and love the fact I am an assitant in the walking club at work on wednesdays, thats my favorite day of work, but anways after meeting with my Dad that had a far better ending then beggining, I picked up my pictures and thought to myself I love these pics., and were amused by some but Im glad I dont hang out with some of these people anymore, geezus.!, and bought a sample of "curious" which i cant fucking believe, but it smells so good and literally is one of those smells that just makes me happy like nag chump incense, espacially when you go outside afterwards when it gets stronger.
I was almost late for work, that was scary driving there. I shouldnt of sat in my car and looked at the pictures for so long I lost track of time and had 15 minute, to get to Lincoln from Maynard I made it in 20 luckily racing the van, got there right when she did, parked in someone elses spot in the apartments, i was in such a rushed panic I didnt care because they werent home, and we would be leaving in less then an hour, I guess the van thought they could park where I was which was odd because they usually park on the other side and the guy hit my ass, luckily didnt leave a dent or do any damage to my car, he asked if i was gonna report it but I didnt because their was no damage ( thank god!), i would have been pissed espacially since him and the other women in the van were so clueless that i was gonna park there, the women even said "you were behind us, parking there!"...UM YEAH!, ya think. I know the windows in the van were small but geezus you think they would LOOK when they were backing into a parking space. Im careless to, but damn and thats a school driver I couldnt believe it. Im gonna make even a bigger point of getting there at 3 instead of 3;15 because of that, luckily i was able to erase it quickly and just focus on her, focus on her gorge her face with snacks, she wouldnt stop eating so i just let her, and I was honest with her mom and she said she'd hide the junk food. I was glad i was more assertive with her in other ways with her like with getting her to do stuff and set the table. i like her, she says some entertaining shit but god damn shes a tough one. Im holding it out until I can, basically until she beats the shit out of me until I quickly learn my limits. j/k hopefully not, im thinking until i realize I cant accomplish ANYTHING with her like doing homework, or getting her to stop eating snacks like someone thats just smoked 10 joints, Im not blaming myself for this im doing better then I was I was actually really assetive today like a parent would be, and have gotten her to other activites and get her to work out on fridays, and ive stuck with her longer then i thought I would., I guess its the diabetes. i thought only hypogleamia did that apparently not. im not that bad I get full ALOT faster. i had a good night, with my niggas and "Made" was awesome
Fuck this im going to bed, i have to get up tommorow.I want to hang out with Max again, he came over friday he seems nice and is fine.
I was almost late for work, that was scary driving there. I shouldnt of sat in my car and looked at the pictures for so long I lost track of time and had 15 minute, to get to Lincoln from Maynard I made it in 20 luckily racing the van, got there right when she did, parked in someone elses spot in the apartments, i was in such a rushed panic I didnt care because they werent home, and we would be leaving in less then an hour, I guess the van thought they could park where I was which was odd because they usually park on the other side and the guy hit my ass, luckily didnt leave a dent or do any damage to my car, he asked if i was gonna report it but I didnt because their was no damage ( thank god!), i would have been pissed espacially since him and the other women in the van were so clueless that i was gonna park there, the women even said "you were behind us, parking there!"...UM YEAH!, ya think. I know the windows in the van were small but geezus you think they would LOOK when they were backing into a parking space. Im careless to, but damn and thats a school driver I couldnt believe it. Im gonna make even a bigger point of getting there at 3 instead of 3;15 because of that, luckily i was able to erase it quickly and just focus on her, focus on her gorge her face with snacks, she wouldnt stop eating so i just let her, and I was honest with her mom and she said she'd hide the junk food. I was glad i was more assertive with her in other ways with her like with getting her to do stuff and set the table. i like her, she says some entertaining shit but god damn shes a tough one. Im holding it out until I can, basically until she beats the shit out of me until I quickly learn my limits. j/k hopefully not, im thinking until i realize I cant accomplish ANYTHING with her like doing homework, or getting her to stop eating snacks like someone thats just smoked 10 joints, Im not blaming myself for this im doing better then I was I was actually really assetive today like a parent would be, and have gotten her to other activites and get her to work out on fridays, and ive stuck with her longer then i thought I would., I guess its the diabetes. i thought only hypogleamia did that apparently not. im not that bad I get full ALOT faster. i had a good night, with my niggas and "Made" was awesome
Fuck this im going to bed, i have to get up tommorow.I want to hang out with Max again, he came over friday he seems nice and is fine.