Sep 19, 2004 12:05
okay you would think with all the guys in are school and all the potential "hook-ups"as ppl now call them... all that potential is goign to waste cause this week i have attempted to get somebody in my life three failed attempts but im still stuck on one in particular:
the first guy... lets call him... "bobert":
he likes one of my good-ish friends that is going out with one of my evil exes. so sad but not even the half of it.
mmmm the second guy... we'll call him "greg":
he likes one of my friends... and that one of my friend's friends. so not good.i think he is the one i actually like but i can't tell cause every time im around him he just pisses me off...ERRR!!!
then the third.... "doey":
he is in more or less words my employer... and i dont want anything to be weird between us so now i must convince him that i never liked him like that....and he has a girlfriend.. nough said
then i feel really bad cause i like mmmm hmmm hmmm hmmm hmmm and now that he likes me im so unsure of my feelings for him... everyone is saying we should go out... he tells me he doesnt want to rush into things but all of my friends say that he wants to go out with me... i feel so bad id want to like him .. cause it would make the most sense but it just cant be. he is one of my good friends... it would never work, but he says i should try but i think if he just let me go he would easily find that someone else loves him more than i ever could.