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so i think i'm losing my mind. what a great way to start an entry... right? but seriously... for about a month now i have had a terrible time sleeping at night. and i dont really sleep during the day... i just lay there half out of it. so i dunno what to do about that... i hate drugs but if they'll help me sleep at normal times then i might have to try that one out. i need to start sleeping earlier cuz i have school to worry about. hopefully soon i'll be starting a job as well, which just meansi'll be working harder and so i'll need sleep that much more. awesome... i'm really looking forward to this summer... and especially the coming fall. i'll be moving out to california, if you havent heard. santa monica to be specific. it should be interesting... and i'm sure it will be fuckin awesome. i really need the change i think. first of all i hate MI. sure theres a lotta people i love here, but i hate the cold. and i don't like humidity too much either. so california, here i come. the ocean, most important, beautiful weather, the mountains, etc, etc, etc..... i'll miss a lotta my friends though... it's gonna suck not being across an entire frickin country. i wont name names, just so no one gets to cocky. or jealous. haha... although why anyone would wanna be friends with some crazyass like myself, i still cannot grasp. speaking of friends... there is someone i miss talking to very much. and that person might know who they are, but if they don't that just makes it all that much sadder. dammit. i'm gonna go try to sleep. which will probly be another hour or two of lying in bed thinking about people and places and jobs and school and all that shit that floods my mind when i'm supposed to be getting rest... so long, not goodnight.
...so don't go worrying about me. it's not like i think about you constantly. so maybe i do...
...so don't go worrying about me. it's not like i think about you constantly. so maybe i do...