Sep 29, 2005 20:25
i'm not as smart as i thought i was.
flirting isn't the lowest level of conversation
i'm not as distrustful as i should have been
people do think about what they do
i can't believe i believed someone out of faith
some people are fucking liars
and some people have faith that the liars will get better
whos more fucked than the other? who?
ones who can't love life as it is, because they're so absolved in spinning a web of fraud?
or ones that can't help but sympathize and get wrapped up in the traps?
i was at one point so happy as to the point of crying at night
and i've settled at one point so depressed as to the same result.
i fucking hate you