We're gona die like this you know. MIserable and oh,really gotta hand it to you*
The moon tonight was absolutely beautful. Right when I saw it, I ran inside got my camera and took a whole role of film. I cant wait to go back into the dark room. The feeling of being able to express yourself and create anything you want is amazing. My only problem is that I need to photograph people, so if you dont mind me photographing you..leave a comment!! or wait no, cmment when I come home. But that moon is enough to put someone into a trance.
Today I worked from 10-3, and then I had E's bday party in Nashua, it was fun, but I was deffinatlly too tired.
Im sick of my clothes, I hate wearing them. Before school starts Im going to throw them all out and buy new vintage attire. I just need to find some cool shops =/. Tomorrow I leave for Waterville, Im sooo excited! I need this. Especially being with Aleeessh and Panda, both amazing people and best friends!
I talked to my dad today. I miss him so bad I can feel the yearning inside of me. I feel like he doesnt want to me anymore. Like I no longer exist to him. And that my friends, could possibly be one of the werst feelings in the world. In a way I think I feel like that with everybody, like everyones trying to lose me. I just wish I could be in my dads arms and hear him say hes sorry for leaving me, and how much he loves me. But I know that'll never happen. Especially now with his new life. God I miss him so much!!! :( I hate thinking about this, it chokes me up and makes me cry.
I want a boyfriend. I want to be in love, I want that rush! Im so sick of being patient. I dont have anybody in mind, I hope somebody comes along....
For the next week, please nobody comment because when ppl comment a screen pops up on my computer screen that says the link of my lj and then my sister could get to it, amd I truly dont want her reading my thoughts. So dont comment! Uness you truly must*
Okay well I have to go pack. Have a good week everyone. Hopefully I'll come home happy and satisfied. =]. I Love You All..well most of you. Goodbye*
It's a charmed life
Innocence wild
Crayola skies for a thousand miles
It's a good life in the happily ever after
Last page of a very last chapter
It's the story of a charmed life*