*Just like I imagined, I could never feel this way*
So I havent updated since tuesday. So Wednesday was Alicias bday, it was so much fun. I went to school, and then me n Maryanne saw A Cinderella Story. heh it was really good. Then I called Leesh and screamed her Happy BIrthday, then I went to the movies with Alicia, Bryan, Greg, John, and Nick. We saw Anchorman, haha it was so funny. "I love lamp, I love carpet, I love lamp, como estan, bitches!" Then we all went back to Lees and hungout for her bday, and then I slept over her house and we talked to Bryan and Greg all night. I deffinatlly think Greg is sooo cute! He has thses mazing blue eyes, and bnlack hair, and ahh beautiful! Then I had school the next day, so I went. And this fucking ugly fat ass girl, Karly wants to beat me up, bcus Idont listen to her rap shit, and bcus I dress diferent from her. n I hangout with "the freaks" Grr I hate people, I was like bring it bitch, I could so take her! Then Alicia n Elaine pickee me up, we went to Dunkins in Lexington, and then we went to this Kimballs Park in Westford, it was sooo much fun! We were gona go to Canobie Lake but we didnt have enough time. But we went Mini Golfing. I DIDNT LOOSE! haha Alicia did!!!! And then we went water bumper boats, and we all got soaked. It was alot of fun. Then I went with Elaine to watch Samantha, I hadnt seen her in over a month because I was so pissed at my dad. Omg it was sooo gross! OKay most of u know that I have THE weakest stomach in the world, and everything makes me nautious. Well Elaine had just finished feeding Sam and was holding her up in the air and Sam puked alllll over her face, omg it waw the most disgusting thing I had ever seen, Then Elaine looked at me, n then I threw up. It was sooooo gross! And of course Elaine could of cared less, and thats why I can never have kids. Then I came home, Alicia came over, and Bryan and Greg came over, we watched Session 9. It was really confusing and freakky. Greg is sooo cute! Ah omg hes beautiful! Hes so nice too, but he doesnt dress "punkish or anything" He looks like Shawn from Boy Meets World, but hes even hotter. So they were over til 11 and Leesh stayed over and then yesterday They picked me up again n we went to breakfast with Maryanne n Brandon. And then we went to Elaines work to get our hair done.... IM A FULL ON BRUNETTE!!!!! O-M-G, I look so good! It looks much much better then any blonde ever had, and ah it just looks great! My eyes stand out so much. Alicias hair came out great too! So then we were gona hangout with Bryan and Greg again but Bryan had to help his mom move, and it just didnt work out so toniht were gona see them. Marshalls called me back for a job interview! yes finally! Ill be spending my pay check their. Amanda comes home in 3 days!!!!!!!!!!!!! YESSS! Alica, Amanda, Brandon, Dan n me go away to Waterville a wk from Sunday!! I only have 4 dys left of school! I Havent gotten any sleep lately, Alicia n I stay up til 3 and then I hav to get up at 7 for school, Im exhausted. But owell! So thats my week, Ill ttyl. =]
This may never start
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings insincere
Can I be your memory
So get back, back, back to where we lasted
Just like I imagine
I could never feel this way
So get back, back, back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same ...<333