"I can laugh all I want.. inside I still am empty."

Feb 10, 2005 21:38

I suddenly feel this urge to write, but I'm lacking ideas. I don't even know where to start ( Read more... )

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pretend_soul February 11 2005, 03:42:35 UTC
Don't worry. Everyone is actually confused with their sexuality a some point in life.

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poetic_solitude February 11 2005, 03:45:44 UTC
:o) Thanks, Sheila.

<33 amy

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throwthatpunch February 11 2005, 08:25:03 UTC
I agree with Sheila. &a lot depends on exactly how you're attracted to girls and stuff. tonight i actually stopped and read part of what my human sexuality book said about bisexuality. it's interesting.
you should IM me sometime soon Amy. really. we'll talk about it. ♥

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poetic_solitude February 11 2005, 13:00:32 UTC
Thanks, Vicki. I really do appreciate it. And I'll be sure to IM you soon.

<33 amy

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mannah__ February 11 2005, 15:52:01 UTC
I think I just now got over being confused about my sexuality. Now I get to be confused about another thing entirely.

As for being depressed and all of that, I think some people just hit those points in their relationship. If there's no spark, maybe you didn't have enough time to get over Kevin. That could be it. Or maybe you just don't like Shawn as much as you think you did before. I wish I could tell you. I'm just perceiving based on what little that I know, you know?

I hit low points all of the time. Granted, my situation is just a hell of a lot harder than I sometimes think, you know? So that could be my issue.

Hope it all works out. And I hate V Day, too. ♥

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poetic_solitude February 11 2005, 22:31:05 UTC
Confusion is just.. confusing, isn't it?

Sometimes I find myself thinking that I haven't fully gotten over Kevin. I mean, I'll even admit that I really do miss being with him when he was in his sweet moods. But then there's other times when I thank goodness that I realized how much of a jerk he was sooner than later. And I do like Shawn.. but.. I don't know. Maybe I just don't like him enough, you know? I don't know.

I don't really hate Valentine's Day. I think it's a sweet holiday. It's just a little depressing some years when you're single or you're stuck in a complicated relationship. I'm sure I'll like it much better when I find my special someone.

<33 amy

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anonymous February 11 2005, 23:29:18 UTC
Amy, you know you can talk to me any time you're in need of someone to listen. I'm still praying for you ( ... )

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poetic_solitude February 12 2005, 06:56:39 UTC
Thank you, Janae. You're so sweet. If only you live near me. I'm thankful to have met such a caring person as you.

<33 amy

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____desolate February 11 2005, 23:59:46 UTC
Aww, it's ok Amy! There's nothing wrong with being confused about your sexuality!!! ;) Like your friend Janae (above) said, no one's judging you, because we're your friends, and we love you and want to help you! Don't get worked up about it, i'm sure you're not the only one confused! ;]
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about Shawn, maybe you're just not over the other guys, or maybe it is just too soon? You'd probably have to keep on going with it right, maybe it takes time to "feel something"?
and don't forget I love yaaa!
♥ Sonya
p.s. I admire how you brave you were by saying you were confused about your sexuality, it was brave of you, I look up to people like you. :)

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poetic_solitude February 12 2005, 06:59:17 UTC
Sonya! Thanks so much for caring. I appreciate it. You're awesome. And I admire you.. I think you're brave as well.

<33 amy

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