"Coin-operated boy; all the other real ones that I destroy, cannot hold a candle to my new boy."
If I had to sum up this entire week with just a couple of words, I'd probably say something like, "...never a dull moment."
Kevin heard about Shawn and me. And well, let's just say that he's not happy. He started telling me "fuck you" over and over again and he also said stuff like, "I'm sorry for ever messing with you and ever meeting you." It hurt. I admit that I shed a few tears, but soon stopped myself because I realized that he isn't worth crying over. Everytime someone mentions his name, my teeth literally cringe and I wish I had never met him. Seriously. He's so obnoxious and juvenile that it gives me a headache! He's spreading rumors that him and me had sex. And it's just so annoying because it seems to me like he's a pathological liar. He's going around saying things that aren't even true. I'm a freakin' virgin and if he EVER comes close to ruining my reputation, I swear.. I don't know what I'd do. But it's getting to be ridiculous. He's 19 and he acts like he's 12.
I saw him last night while hanging out with my friends. He was all, "Well look who it is.. it's my best friend, Amy Leigh." I looked at him and flipped him off. That was the LEAST I could do. I was so close to pointing out all of his flaws and making fun of his imperfections on the outside and inside that it wasn't even funny. But you know what? I'm better than that. I'm not going to stoop so low like he is.
Shawn kissed me last night. His lips are.. wow.. really soft. And you know what? WE DID IT RIGHT IN FRONT OF KEVIN. Hah! But about me and Shawn.. I mean, I don't know. I think I like him. He's really sweet and has the cutest smile in the entire world. But it certainly doesn't help that he's friends with Kevin, because it just makes things more complicated. And then I think of Tommy. Tommy = long distance. I don't talk to him as often as I used to, but I have spoken to him recently and everytime I do get to talk to him, feelings start coming to the surface again. And I just know that if he lived by me, I'd be with him. He's so much more than almost all of the guys here. He's.. a real gentleman, you know? And you certainly cannot find those easily these days. Ugh, confusion.
Lighter note: I had a fun time last night. It was me, Shannon, Brittany, and Lace in the car most of the time. We met up with Oren and John, but then we brought them home an hour or two later. Afterwards, we met up with the Fordoche boys and had a party in the parking lot of Winn-Dixie! lol! It was great.
Funny sayings in the car:
Shannon: I need sex.
Brittany: Oh my God, I need sex too.
Me: ... I need a tissue.
Brittany: It smells like.. fruit of the loom.
Me: ::starts cracking up::
Kevin heard about Shawn and me. And well, let's just say that he's not happy. He started telling me "fuck you" over and over again and he also said stuff like, "I'm sorry for ever messing with you and ever meeting you." It hurt. I admit that I shed a few tears, but soon stopped myself because I realized that he isn't worth crying over. Everytime someone mentions his name, my teeth literally cringe and I wish I had never met him. Seriously. He's so obnoxious and juvenile that it gives me a headache! He's spreading rumors that him and me had sex. And it's just so annoying because it seems to me like he's a pathological liar. He's going around saying things that aren't even true. I'm a freakin' virgin and if he EVER comes close to ruining my reputation, I swear.. I don't know what I'd do. But it's getting to be ridiculous. He's 19 and he acts like he's 12.
I saw him last night while hanging out with my friends. He was all, "Well look who it is.. it's my best friend, Amy Leigh." I looked at him and flipped him off. That was the LEAST I could do. I was so close to pointing out all of his flaws and making fun of his imperfections on the outside and inside that it wasn't even funny. But you know what? I'm better than that. I'm not going to stoop so low like he is.
Shawn kissed me last night. His lips are.. wow.. really soft. And you know what? WE DID IT RIGHT IN FRONT OF KEVIN. Hah! But about me and Shawn.. I mean, I don't know. I think I like him. He's really sweet and has the cutest smile in the entire world. But it certainly doesn't help that he's friends with Kevin, because it just makes things more complicated. And then I think of Tommy. Tommy = long distance. I don't talk to him as often as I used to, but I have spoken to him recently and everytime I do get to talk to him, feelings start coming to the surface again. And I just know that if he lived by me, I'd be with him. He's so much more than almost all of the guys here. He's.. a real gentleman, you know? And you certainly cannot find those easily these days. Ugh, confusion.
Lighter note: I had a fun time last night. It was me, Shannon, Brittany, and Lace in the car most of the time. We met up with Oren and John, but then we brought them home an hour or two later. Afterwards, we met up with the Fordoche boys and had a party in the parking lot of Winn-Dixie! lol! It was great.
Funny sayings in the car:
Shannon: I need sex.
Brittany: Oh my God, I need sex too.
Me: ... I need a tissue.
Brittany: It smells like.. fruit of the loom.
Me: ::starts cracking up::