"The silence of the heart can leave you shattered."

Dec 27, 2004 12:19

This Christmas season was pretty hectic, I have to admit. Part of me is glad it's over and part of me isn't. Many people get really uptight during the holidays, especially my mom. But we won't get into that. I had fun being with family. My grandfather and aunt are great. They're my favorite relatives to be around. It wouldn't be the same without them. They're so hilarious and loving. I look up to them. But Christmas time always seems to succeed making a little part of me depressed because I miss my loved ones who have died not so long ago. It makes me upset that I can't spend more time with them. But there's really nothing I can do about that.

This week I'm supposed to go see Meet the Fockers with most of my family. That should be fun. The movie should be great. I also am planning on going see Darkness with Kevin and some other friends, and afterwards go ice skating. Now that should be interesting. I haven't ice skated in forever. I have no doubt that I'll bust my butt more than once. Speaking of Kevin, I'm still confused about that situation. I mean, things are going pretty smoothly, I suppose. But I'm just not feeling any chemistry between us. He can be really sweet sometimes and he's a good guy, but.. the attraction just isn't there for me. It's not that he isn't good-looking. I've had different people come up to me saying how "hott" and cute they thought he was. But I don't know. I have my suspiscions when it comes to guys. I guess I'll brush up on that topic later.

Well, I hope everyone had a merry Christmas.
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