"Shut up, don't wanna be polite. It's messed up how you always thinks you're right."
So it's officially the Christmas Holidays for me, which is good because I need a break from studying my butt off from school. I'm even starting to have dreams about my grades. How abnormal is that?
Tonight I'm supposed to go to Brittany's house with Shannon and just hang out. Maybe go somewhere later on, I don't know. Whatever gets me out of the house, I'm for it. My mom's been a HUGE annoyance towards me lately and I just can't stand it anymore. We think she's going through menopause. It's complete hell for me and my dad, ESPECIALLY me because she takes out all her stress and anger out on me, the child who is "the dumbest person in the world" and who "embarrasses the family", as my dad would say. Yeah, so you can tell that I'm not getting any slack from my dad either. Apparently I'm not as perfect as they want me to be.
I just don't know what to do anymore. I can never make my parents proud of me it seems. My mom is constantly yelling at me and then starts crying, thus making my dad come into my room and yell at me for making her cry when she was the one who started arguing with me in the first place! It always starts out with her picking an argument with me, and then ends with her saying, "I'm not going to argue with you." I mean really.. how hypocritical can a person get?
For the time being, I want to fall asleep and never wake up.
Tonight I'm supposed to go to Brittany's house with Shannon and just hang out. Maybe go somewhere later on, I don't know. Whatever gets me out of the house, I'm for it. My mom's been a HUGE annoyance towards me lately and I just can't stand it anymore. We think she's going through menopause. It's complete hell for me and my dad, ESPECIALLY me because she takes out all her stress and anger out on me, the child who is "the dumbest person in the world" and who "embarrasses the family", as my dad would say. Yeah, so you can tell that I'm not getting any slack from my dad either. Apparently I'm not as perfect as they want me to be.
I just don't know what to do anymore. I can never make my parents proud of me it seems. My mom is constantly yelling at me and then starts crying, thus making my dad come into my room and yell at me for making her cry when she was the one who started arguing with me in the first place! It always starts out with her picking an argument with me, and then ends with her saying, "I'm not going to argue with you." I mean really.. how hypocritical can a person get?
For the time being, I want to fall asleep and never wake up.