Wow that was a perfect goodbye visit. It was bizzarre, unexpected and a lot of fun.
I really love being surprised. Mystery should happen more often.

I've dated some pretty good guys, with the exception of weaselman. They have all been really nice, gentle and very weird individuals. I'm glad I met every one of them, glad to have them in my life

And the lord said, "In the end Brittany you can count on no one but yourself ( Read more... )

ok, call from Max Miller last night, sweetest thing ever, right? He just wanted to make sure I was ok. Awwwwww.  It's really nice to find out that you are closer to someone than you originally thought. I'm so glad I've got lots of people looking out for me. It's really nice x^.^x ( Read more... )

Last night was like the loneliest night ever. I'm finally ready to get over him and stop relying on him.

But it hurts like hell.

I'm so sad.

I don’t know maybe I shouldn’t be doing stuff with him at all. I should probably be letting him go completely. Although it’s kind of like last night was infinitely sad in a way, because it really felt like the end of an era, you know? Like I really do miss the time when we were together, that was a really good time for me, but I feel ( Read more... )

You stay home, she goes out
She says that long ago she knew
someone but now he's gone
She doesn't need him

Your day breaks, your mind aches
There will be times when all
the things she says will fill
your head
You won't forget her

And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind the tears
Cried for no one
A love that should have lasted years

Why did he forget so fast? 

Nobody said it was easy ( Read more... )

It's a fragile peace....

So that's it I guess. Andy broke the news to me last night he's "not ready for a relationship"

What do you say to something like that?

There is absolutely nothing I can do.

I am crushed.

I just wasn't prepared for something like that. We were working so hard on making it better.... I thought we were making some progress. I really wasn't prepared for ( Read more... )