Some Crap that never got put in cause... Well I forgot = - \
1/6/06
Flight brings new to old,
memories are flooding my head with silent screams,
you and me,
your bed,
our voices,
I no longer sit and ponder and wonder,
where did it turn for the worst?
I just stack those memories on the shelf,
with all the others,
half forgotten,
no longer dwelled on,
comfortable wth them,
where the are, where they belong,
I'm over it all.
12/27/05
The past comes flying by,
But time itself stands still,
As the world I once knew crashes down,
And slowly starts to rebuild.
You broke me,
Like a china doll,
So delicate and fragile,
Thrown to the cold cemtent ground,
Shattered face.
But none of that matters anymore,
Its all in the past,
And thats where it will stay,
Slowly everything will fall back into place
12/27/05
I try to forget my past.
The things that happened.
You and I,
Him and her,
Those nights I cried over you,
Over them.
You broke my heart,
They broke me,
The memory of you still fresh in mind,
The memory, old and dusting, of them,
Endlessly playing as though it were yesterday.
I try to forget them all.
But I know I shouldn't,
I should hold onto them,
And learn from our mistakes.
And theirs.
12/23/05
Fresh year.
Fresh start.
Say good bye to the heartache.
Good bye to the pain.
Say hello to new love.
Hello to new joy.
Olds friends stand close.
New friends come into the picture.
True friends don't change like the years.
Fresh start.
A chance for forgiving.
A chance for redemption.
A clean slate.
Like a white piece of paper.
A chance to say good bye to old.
Hello to the new.
With each years start,
Comes a new day.
No more wishing to go back.
Atleast until I screw up again.
Only looking forward.
Forget ful of the past year.
My only chance to let go.
And embrace the new.
Fresh year.
Fresh start.
12/20/05
When you talk,
I listen for your soft voice,
I am at peace with when I'm with you,
I don't know how to make anymore obvious,
Hoping you'll pick up on it,
Without me saying it outright,
I think about you,
And I get a warm fuzzy feeling,
Like the kind they describe in cheesy movies,
Only its a thousand times better,
Your smile melts me,
You laugh is entrancing,
I dream, Day dream about you,
You curly hair,
You beautiful smile,
Walking to class with you,
Is the highlight of my day,
I wish I could just tell you this,
But everytime I try I lose my nerve,
But for now thats ok,
Cause I'm happy,
As long as we're friends...
With a chance for something more?
Yeah so thats it... Nothing new... And I fixed the layout. Cause it was messed up.
Flight brings new to old,
memories are flooding my head with silent screams,
you and me,
your bed,
our voices,
I no longer sit and ponder and wonder,
where did it turn for the worst?
I just stack those memories on the shelf,
with all the others,
half forgotten,
no longer dwelled on,
comfortable wth them,
where the are, where they belong,
I'm over it all.
12/27/05
The past comes flying by,
But time itself stands still,
As the world I once knew crashes down,
And slowly starts to rebuild.
You broke me,
Like a china doll,
So delicate and fragile,
Thrown to the cold cemtent ground,
Shattered face.
But none of that matters anymore,
Its all in the past,
And thats where it will stay,
Slowly everything will fall back into place
12/27/05
I try to forget my past.
The things that happened.
You and I,
Him and her,
Those nights I cried over you,
Over them.
You broke my heart,
They broke me,
The memory of you still fresh in mind,
The memory, old and dusting, of them,
Endlessly playing as though it were yesterday.
I try to forget them all.
But I know I shouldn't,
I should hold onto them,
And learn from our mistakes.
And theirs.
12/23/05
Fresh year.
Fresh start.
Say good bye to the heartache.
Good bye to the pain.
Say hello to new love.
Hello to new joy.
Olds friends stand close.
New friends come into the picture.
True friends don't change like the years.
Fresh start.
A chance for forgiving.
A chance for redemption.
A clean slate.
Like a white piece of paper.
A chance to say good bye to old.
Hello to the new.
With each years start,
Comes a new day.
No more wishing to go back.
Atleast until I screw up again.
Only looking forward.
Forget ful of the past year.
My only chance to let go.
And embrace the new.
Fresh year.
Fresh start.
12/20/05
When you talk,
I listen for your soft voice,
I am at peace with when I'm with you,
I don't know how to make anymore obvious,
Hoping you'll pick up on it,
Without me saying it outright,
I think about you,
And I get a warm fuzzy feeling,
Like the kind they describe in cheesy movies,
Only its a thousand times better,
Your smile melts me,
You laugh is entrancing,
I dream, Day dream about you,
You curly hair,
You beautiful smile,
Walking to class with you,
Is the highlight of my day,
I wish I could just tell you this,
But everytime I try I lose my nerve,
But for now thats ok,
Cause I'm happy,
As long as we're friends...
With a chance for something more?
Yeah so thats it... Nothing new... And I fixed the layout. Cause it was messed up.