Nov 30, 2009 03:04
Ohhh shit. Shit shit fuck.
Why am I such a retard online? I AM FUCKING RETARDED.
Damn it. Damn it, damn it, damn it.
I have got to stay off the chans. God I am fucking retarded. Twice now I've fucked up really badly on the chans and done something that would end one of my best friendships if I were found out. And clearly, very fucking clearly, it's easy to see that I have probably been found out.
So now they know I'm a perv and a jerk and a generally lousy SOB. They may as well know everything about my life. God fucking damn it... I hate who I am and what I've done and I wish to fucking god I'd never done it.