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[pococurante]

Had an unexpected MRI today. Do you want to know why?
My nurses are worried the cancer might be spreading to the left side of my face.
I could possibly lose sight in my left eye if this progresses.
And they aren't sure what treatment to use yet.
But....hopefully in August they can hit everything with more radiation and get it out.

To make things even

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[cureless]

Kali... somewhere, you're looking at this, and you're able to read it.

I wanted to say I'm sorry for not talking to you more. Life is like that, it makes you think only of yourself, and makes you forget that our lives are all so precious. One day we're here. The next, we aren't. Just like that.

I know you're in a better place. When I think about it I know you are as you were before you got sick, that you have all your beautiful hair. I know you're happy and vibrant and without all the troubles that have weighed you down these last couple of years. Wherever you are now, you're free to be you, you without the cancer, without the things tying you down.

Every time we talked I was so damn proud of how brave you were, that despite all that life had thrown at you, you still tried to keep your head high, tried to find the best in everything and everyone and continue on. I am proud, honey, that you fought to the very last and never gave up. I am happy to have known you, however little of you that I knew, because you were - you are - so vibrant and so warm, and are such a genuinely wonderful being.

Rest in peace. I'll be thinking of you.