i guess i doubted my self confidence
hiyas-
big news! new lovely man in my life. you're going to think i'm a loser, but i pursued the whole "e-harmony" thing. those commercials really do work i think. I told myself that it was time to move on and get on with it. Nothing will change unless i make it happen. So i leapt into this whole "online dating world" because to be honest, i don't have enough time in my life to be able to go out and meet people. And i especially didn't want to have to put any stress on my son. You know, with me going out and stuffs or doing whatever. And really, i don't think i would've met such a sweet man. If you look at him, he's completely not my type. i usually go after these guys that i dunno. have a ton of things in common with me. like..a ton. to the point where there's no fun because we're always doing the same thing with each other always. i really like this situation i'm in because it forced me to still be myself around someone i'd usually be very nervous around, or not even have a chance around. The reason why i say that because he's a football player type. But the real winner is he's as firefighter *yum drools dies a little*. I dunno, there's something definately exciting about his job to me, and he really loves his job. He's got all his eggs in order for his life, and i've never had that. i've always been with men who are pretty much the unknown in what they want to do with their lives or really..just what they want in general? yeah. So far what i've seen is absolutely fabulous. i've never dated like...a real..texan down to earth old fashioned type of guy. he's so nice to me :P but its just the beginning. so i'm all mushy and happy of course. plus, he gets along fantastically with logan. More to come on that subject. i promise :)
Next! my dad gave me the best birthday present ever. He's flying me up to massachusetts to see my family, who haven't seen logan yet. i'm so stoked because they really want to see him, and i haven't seen my family in almost two years. It's also really cool because my birthday is on thanksgiving, and i havent' celebrated my birthday with my family since i was like 7. so this is going to be really cool! I can't wait to see how big my cousins have gotten, and just to see my family in general. after having logan, i have this huge respect for family and how much i've taken them for granted.....
On that subject about family... just found out on last monday that my dad is moving to london at the beginning of next year. he'll be there for 3-4 years. i was very upset about that fact because, not only have me and my dad been getting better about our relationship within this past year, but i'm concerned for logan and his relationship with his grandfather. I don't want my dad to miss out on logans life, but this is such a huge step in my dads career and i'm very happy for him, and proud that he's finally taking this step in his career. He needs it, and its been long awaited. i'm just going to miss my dad alot...by the time he comes back you know who knows where i'm going to be in my life or logan in his, but i'm so glad camcorders have been invented plus the internet, i can e-mail things to my dad to keep him updated. Hopefully! i'll be able to visit him in london. that would be awesome.
Anyways, thats the update in my life right now. i'm so excited.
big news! new lovely man in my life. you're going to think i'm a loser, but i pursued the whole "e-harmony" thing. those commercials really do work i think. I told myself that it was time to move on and get on with it. Nothing will change unless i make it happen. So i leapt into this whole "online dating world" because to be honest, i don't have enough time in my life to be able to go out and meet people. And i especially didn't want to have to put any stress on my son. You know, with me going out and stuffs or doing whatever. And really, i don't think i would've met such a sweet man. If you look at him, he's completely not my type. i usually go after these guys that i dunno. have a ton of things in common with me. like..a ton. to the point where there's no fun because we're always doing the same thing with each other always. i really like this situation i'm in because it forced me to still be myself around someone i'd usually be very nervous around, or not even have a chance around. The reason why i say that because he's a football player type. But the real winner is he's as firefighter *yum drools dies a little*. I dunno, there's something definately exciting about his job to me, and he really loves his job. He's got all his eggs in order for his life, and i've never had that. i've always been with men who are pretty much the unknown in what they want to do with their lives or really..just what they want in general? yeah. So far what i've seen is absolutely fabulous. i've never dated like...a real..texan down to earth old fashioned type of guy. he's so nice to me :P but its just the beginning. so i'm all mushy and happy of course. plus, he gets along fantastically with logan. More to come on that subject. i promise :)
Next! my dad gave me the best birthday present ever. He's flying me up to massachusetts to see my family, who haven't seen logan yet. i'm so stoked because they really want to see him, and i haven't seen my family in almost two years. It's also really cool because my birthday is on thanksgiving, and i havent' celebrated my birthday with my family since i was like 7. so this is going to be really cool! I can't wait to see how big my cousins have gotten, and just to see my family in general. after having logan, i have this huge respect for family and how much i've taken them for granted.....
On that subject about family... just found out on last monday that my dad is moving to london at the beginning of next year. he'll be there for 3-4 years. i was very upset about that fact because, not only have me and my dad been getting better about our relationship within this past year, but i'm concerned for logan and his relationship with his grandfather. I don't want my dad to miss out on logans life, but this is such a huge step in my dads career and i'm very happy for him, and proud that he's finally taking this step in his career. He needs it, and its been long awaited. i'm just going to miss my dad alot...by the time he comes back you know who knows where i'm going to be in my life or logan in his, but i'm so glad camcorders have been invented plus the internet, i can e-mail things to my dad to keep him updated. Hopefully! i'll be able to visit him in london. that would be awesome.
Anyways, thats the update in my life right now. i'm so excited.