*ahem*...AHHHHHHHHH
i cant remember a time when i was this depressed. its like im living in a constant state of misery. not even living, just existing. i just kinda exist from place to place, the only reason im even doing that is some small hope that maybe ill exist into a point where i feel something other than sadness. And its not just the whole situation with Daniel hating me. i just feel so alone all the bloody time. its like theres nowhere i feel comfortable being anymore. today at lunch i wandered between the green and the g-wing several times before i realized i didnt really want to be anywhere. ive never wanted to be able to go to geometry so badly. and then theres sooo much pressure from school, and theres only two weeks left. my brain feels ready to burst. i just wanna curl up in a little ball and let the world go on around me, and hope it will be happier soon.