life.is.fucked

[pocket_sand]

why must everything always be so obviously confusing? you always want what you cant have. you dont think you want what you can have, but refuse to give it up. the minute it looks like you can get what you want, it starts ignoring you and acting like you cant have it after all, except that it really likes to keep you in the dark so you cant tell if you cant have it or you can and its just being stupid. in the meantime, you wont, for some inexplicable reason, let go of what you can have but arent sure if you want it.

and now that you have all read that, you are all exactly as confused as i am.
now see why im insane?